Pick your poison!

In writing about the 9 Types of Love Addicts, Jim Hall, Therapist, Author, and Love Addiction Specialist, describes nine types of love adictions which include:

TYPICAL LOVE ADDICT

The Typical Love Addict illustrates the most common and recognized love addict type there is, demonstrating the most predictable relational patterns for the majority of people. Time and again they become preoccupied and obsessed with attaining or keeping a the perfect person, "Soul mate," "Superman," or "Wonder Woman" who will make their lives meaningful and give them unconditional love/positive regard they are so desperate for. In their obsession, fantasy, and denial they quickly fall into and become infatuated in relationships. Essentially their identity is formed only through their relationship with their partner. Because of impaired boundaries, they are in constant pursuit to merge with their partner; therefore, they become clingy and smother their partners. They take all focus off the themselves (escaping) while throwing themselves into their partner's life. They try to earn love and attention that will guarantee they will not be left, abandoned, and alone—one of their greatest fears.

ROMANTIC LOVE ADDICT

Romantic Love Addicts are "romantic junkies" and relationship "hoppers." They compulsively hop from one infatuated relationship to another in an attempt to keep their supply (dependency or addiction) going. Initially they often believe they're in love with a person they start a relationship with, but they don't truly fall in love. Romantic Love Addicts are addicted to the fantasy created in their minds and have false hopes (unrealistic expectation) that one day they will find the right one who somehow will keep the "rush," passion, and intensity going all the time—an impossible task for anyone.

ANOREXIC LOVE ADDICT

The Anorexic Love Addict compulsively decides to avoid intimacy. It is the AVOIDANCE of giving or receiving sexual or emotional intimate contact. Their emotional state becomes a rigid and compulsive avoidance of relationships. The Anorexic Love Addict falls victim to in an obsessive state in which the physical, mental, and emotional task of avoiding romantic relationships rule one‘s life. Again and again (sometimes it may be just one painful experience) they experience the painful grief and withdrawal symptoms when a relationship. They come to a point where they are tired of feeling let down and betrayed, and they decide "no more relationships." In their distorted perception the experience of feeling betrayed, abandoned and rejected again and again is too much to take. Anorexic Love Addict types move from one emotional polar extreme to the other with no in-between. Their reality becomes either all black or all white (either desperate for love or desperate to keep love away).

NON-ROMANTIC LOVE ADDICT

The Non-Romantic Love Addict becomes obsessed ofanother person but has nothing to do with love and romance. They can become obsessively addicted to anyone—an acquaintance, friend, priest, teacher, co-worker, child, or celebrity. Even if the Non-Romantic Love Addict is in a committed relationship or married, they can become emotionally attached, dependent upon and addicted to someone outside without romantic or sexual intentions, including someone of the same sex.

AVOIDANT LOVE ADDICT

Avoidant Love Addicts become dependent on their partner's neediness and are only attracted to people who they can control. They rely on feeling empowered from a person who looks up to them, worships them, puts them up on a pedestal, which provides a kind of narcissistic supply. Traits of narcissism—being wanted, needed, and worshiped—is their drug. It is why they are attracted to love addict partners in relationships. The sense of having control in relationships is very important, and control feeds their grandiosity and sense of being entitled. Feeling power, and therefore control, over their needy love addict partner provides them a source of self-worth and meaning in their own lives. Moreover, it keeps them from potential intimately connecting and being vulnerable in relationships, which is often one of their greatest fears.

ABUSIVE LOVE ADDICT

The Abusive Love Addict is an individual who employs both emotional and physical abuse, violence and intimidation in relationships. Abusive Love Addicts virtually always attract Typical Love Addicts willing to tolerate callous and spiteful acts against them. They exhibit the same elements of the emotionally Avoidant Love Addict but with the added element of becoming abusive. Their goal is to keep their partner in prison, emotionally and physically. They feel empowered and secured when they control their partner.

BATTERED LOVE ADDICT

Battered Love Addicts are love addict types who routinely tolerate and stay in relationships with Abusive Love Addict partners. Women and men who fall into abusive relationships are virtually always dependent at some level to their partner despite the harm they receive. Battered Love Addicts are much more often than not females; however, there are a small percentage of males are of this type as well.

SEX AND LOVE ADDICT

The Sex and Love Addict type display the uniform patterns of the Typical Love Addict, but the additional characteristic is the Sex and Love Addict type also is highly preoccupied with sex and sexual fantasies with only ONE particular person, usually a romantic partner. They aren't in love with their partner so much as they are in love with the sexual acts with their partner. The Sex and Love Addict rarely seeks sex outside of a romantic relationship (unlike the pure Sex Addict). The sexual obsession to one partner becomes a significant driving force for staying in a relationship. Like most love addicts they will tolerate misery and pain in a relationship; however, they do it solely for maintaining sexual intimacy with that one person.

PARENTAL LOVE ADDICT

The Parental Love Addict type is unlike other love addict types in that romance is not involved. This type is a parent who their own child loves too much. In order to escape their feelings of inner emptiness and impaired sense of self, the Parental Love Addict becomes dependent on one or more of their children. They see their children as extensions of themselves and become enmeshed in their daily lives. Intensely over-involved with their children, they have a great need to make their children anything that makes them (the parent) feel secure. They want their children to like them at the cost of providing healthy parenting. They placate, give too much, and do too much, which leave their children feeling inadequate, invalid, and suffocated. They can't see that their children are doing bad while claiming to do good. They violate the boundaries of their children frequently. They share too much information, vent, and manipulate their children for the gain of only themselves. It's not love that's the problem; it's the choices the Parental Love Addict Types make in the name of love.

So what'll it be folks? Pick your poison!

Dr. Strong

I understand your need to switch the roles around and despise me for the fact that we didn't last. And I will be your punching bag if you'll stay in my past. I understand to have a mature dialog is too much to ask for.
 And i will be your one regret if you'll stay in my past. I understand you delude yourself and sleep with a different girl each night in order to recover fast. And I'll let you cheapen sex if you'll stay in my past. I understand that we can never speak again and your resentment towards me will last. And i'll let you forget me if you'll stay in my past. I understand that you will one day love again and that it's selfish of me to ask if you can only live off the memory of me. So please stay in my past.

Dueces

There comes a day when we strip of all common sense. You never know when that day comes but one thing's for sure, it never sneaks up on you, never takes you by surprise. Seeming very aware of everything that's going on around, you simply follow your basic instinct.That's what it comes down to. Regardless of what you know is right or wrong. We make our own fortunes and we have to live up to them right?
Right.
I'm not one for one night stands. They don't function properly for me. I'm pretty sure there must be something about these rendezvous that's got people in a frenzy.
Not me.
Manufacturing malfunctions. My senses go haywire. I've tried just about everything. Another tick on my list.
Sex, to me, should be a certain poetry of the senses where each pore vibrates in the most natural way.
It didn't register before tonight.
I'd blame you for it.
I really would.

I want you to take the fall for each aftershock.
I want my voice to replay over and over again in your head.
I want you to see my face everywhere you look.
I want you to fail at the thought of shaking me off as you try to focus.
I want you to shake at the mere thought of me touching you.
I want you to look to the ceiling, bring both hands to your head, close your eyes, clench your fingers through your hair and pull like your life depended on it. I want you to repeat this process until you're curled up, down on your knees. I want you to get an idea of what the air is like down there.
I want the existence of your concentration to cease all together.
at the slightest attempt of a thought in my direction i want you to feel a jab to the stomach.
I want your rib cage to act as a punching bag.
I want you black and blue on the inside. I wouldn't want to ruin your pretty face.
There is nothing in this world that would take me back to where I was. Nothing. Please grasp that concept.
I guess I missed the part where I start telling you I want to tear your body all apart.